I could do anything on this horse. Honestly anything.
I miss him. <3

Ftw.
I'd appreciate it if all this fighting stopped.
My parents are fighting pretty much daily now, over incredibly stupid stuff.
My sister fights with me numerous times a day.
I'm currently in an argument with my friend, which has been happening a lot lately as well.
And on fucking VD and YR, almost every god damned topic is currently a fight.
Everyone is getting so worked about the stupidest and most pointless things.
And I'm even fucking fighting with myself.
I just spent close to an hour talking to my friend about how much I freaking fail at riding, because I've been nothing but scared shitless for the past one and a half years.
I'd really like my mind to stop being a bitch and let me fucking enjoy riding, just for once.
I'm sick of not being able to get over my fear, and I'd really like to not have to fight with myself almost daily about how much of a crappy rider I am, mental wise, and how I can't get the fact through my head that I'm not going to die every time I get on a damn horse.

Everyone can seriously just piss off today.